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xhesikaRachmaninoff refuses to play in my happy place when I feel evil, it made modeling harder than usual today. Seeing all the drawings makes me incredibly happy.
After my last entry, I calmed down and took another look at it. I'm completely serious, and the better part is that I think as long as I concintrated on the spite and vengence part of it, I actually feel motivated.
So I work from 6 to close all this week until friday when I go in at 4. I think I can do this, just a few more weeks.
I went out with JB the other night. I dressed up and I remembered how happy it made me. Black coat, fedora, leather boots, lace skirt, and red lipstick. I want that wig more than ever now.
After my last entry, I calmed down and took another look at it. I'm completely serious, and the better part is that I think as long as I concintrated on the spite and vengence part of it, I actually feel motivated.
So I work from 6 to close all this week until friday when I go in at 4. I think I can do this, just a few more weeks.
I went out with JB the other night. I dressed up and I remembered how happy it made me. Black coat, fedora, leather boots, lace skirt, and red lipstick. I want that wig more than ever now.
