work...ugh
Jul. 20th, 2012 07:03 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
xhesikaI never used to get attached like this. Last night was terrible--I felt terrible through all of it. Just no strength left and for the first few hours I had a hard time not completely breaking down. I'm mostly angry at myself when everything is said and done, angry that I did nothing when I had the chance, and upset that I'll never have another chance.
Above all, I wish I wouldn't have gotten so attached. I'm the one that's going to be leaving soon, I shouldn't allow myself to get attached to people like this.
I'm all sorts of thankful for Shelby, I can never understand how she manages to make me feel completely better with just a few words. She radiates positive energy I think.
I need a vacation or something. Talking to Samm and Tammi would help bunches too.
Above all, I wish I wouldn't have gotten so attached. I'm the one that's going to be leaving soon, I shouldn't allow myself to get attached to people like this.
I'm all sorts of thankful for Shelby, I can never understand how she manages to make me feel completely better with just a few words. She radiates positive energy I think.
I need a vacation or something. Talking to Samm and Tammi would help bunches too.