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I really wish there were an easier way to be there for Robbie right now. He seems okay with everything that was talked about yesterday, but when he first learned about it he was upset for weeks. To be honest I'm probably more disgusted about it than he is, but he also remains calm a lot easier than I do.

And he makes it look so easy.

I'm really trying not to be a burden to him at this point. I'm an emotional wreck otherwise with everything that has hit the fan this week and the last, but I'm lucky that I've been able to talk to a couple of people tonight, they helped me sort my thoughts and get myself on the right track. I knew was what needed to be done in the first place, but I was apprehensive.

Still haven't called my parents. I think I'll wait for family vacation to burst into flames and die down first.