All of this is giving me a headache.
May. 27th, 2011 04:00 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
xhesikaI really hate my mood swings.
I hate even more that this week hasn't been all that great and I can easily blame two people in particular for it. Neither are Robbie, he's been wonderful, as usual.
I'm tired of people with no respect for anyone. And I'm tired of giving respect to those who don't deserve it. And I'm even more tired of getting hurt every single time, as if I can't work up some sort of immunity to it.
And I hate that rather than get angry I just get sad, just teary sad.''
There are a lot of things I need to discuss with Robbie, things I've never told him, I don't know how he'll react, but I feel like he needs to know. I owe it to him to tell him my plans.
I hate even more that this week hasn't been all that great and I can easily blame two people in particular for it. Neither are Robbie, he's been wonderful, as usual.
I'm tired of people with no respect for anyone. And I'm tired of giving respect to those who don't deserve it. And I'm even more tired of getting hurt every single time, as if I can't work up some sort of immunity to it.
And I hate that rather than get angry I just get sad, just teary sad.''
There are a lot of things I need to discuss with Robbie, things I've never told him, I don't know how he'll react, but I feel like he needs to know. I owe it to him to tell him my plans.
