May. 21st, 2012

xhesika: (RedBaron)
I have been power-napping on and off for the past 3 days, because I haven't been able to lay down for more than 4 hours at a time.

Matt is in the state for the week and has been here since Friday.

I do not understand how he and Robbie just DON'T seem to need sleep. They're napping now, but dear god, how do you stay awake for that long? Robbie's been having to go to work for the past few nights, so he's been sleeping his normal hours (which baffle me as it is because of how little he sleeps already).

The days have been full of running around all over the place and spontaneous nerf-gun dart fights with the pulp fiction intro music. These fights have happened about 3 times already.

Now I am the only one awake and they are both asleep and I am bored. We're supposed to go to the park in 2 hours, if I can make it that long before going nuts from boredom.
xhesika: (Default)
Glad that Matt has been here to keep my mind off of everything else.

Robbie and I got into a large argument earlier this week. Not even a legitimate argument, but its really the extent that we fight. Not going into details about it, for the most part its fixed right now. Then had a dream and saw Morpheus for the first time in months. Not even going into that dream. It was...violent, and he didn't even try to stop me.

Really, Matt's had so much bad luck with women that he's been venting most of the time, and I don't mind listening, but really its helping me keep my mind off of everything.

Comfest is either soon or over already. I miss the festivals. I'm once again worried that I won't make it, but not as urgently, or maybe I just don't feel as scared about it.

Samm was talking about coming up to see me for a week. I would like her to, but I don't know if I can handle it. I was surprised as it is that I was able to look at pictures of Anika's (Tammi's daughter) graduation from kindergarten without crying.

Better

May. 21st, 2012 10:25 pm
xhesika: (She Won't Look at You)
Had a small breakdown with Robbie before I fell asleep for a nap, and feeling slightly better now.

No Matt anymore, he went slightly further north to spend some time with his parents.

Not sleepy really, but not in the mood to work, movies sound good though.

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